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I started this thread by saying it would be some sort of diary, where I could put some of my thoughts.

Well, I'm thinking of Cuscowilla again.

Will it be merely a repition courses? Nothing wrong with that - or can I pick up some new things that will make me a better player? Probably.

And the stay has its own merits - just the pleasure of being there (hopefully the weather is agreeable). It will render a flying start - I almost said wedges - to the season that is way too short here.

But I feel some pressure as well. The last day I was put to the test - and I did better than expected. How would it be to come back and perform worse than last time.? If that would the case, would I manage to take it like a man or a spoiled brat? I don't know.

Why am I dwelling on this?

I experienced it as unreal - almost to good to be true. Where do you go from there? It probably depends a little on what I do this winter. I'm not so sure I'll be a better golfer just sitting here with the lap top, nursing my thread the whole day long. Reading TGM is most certainly a good thing, but I need to get my but out of the chair and do a lot more training, not just typing in a lot of letters hour after hour. Get a grip on yourself man!